Thursday, April 10, 2008

Check, Check

Just checking in here, fifteen minutes before my mom's set to check in for her surgery. I'll pop in to radiation a little earlier than usual today and then go see how much of a nuisance I can make of myself while she's waiting to go into the operating room. I've also switched the rest of my radiation schedule so that I'm having treatments at 9:30 a.m. for the rest of the course. That'll free up my day a lot, but I'm still really feeling how absolute crap it s to not be able to devote myself more fully to her recovery. I know she will be fine, but for the first time since my surgery, I am seething with frustration.

My Momma. Please send your prayers/good thoughts for a safe day for her.

1 comment:

Barb said...

Hi Jessica. I just want you to know that I am thinking about your mom and hope that she has a really quick and pain free recovery. I was having lunch in the cafeteria today and saw you and mark embracing eachother out on the patio. It brought tears to my eyes just for the mere fact that I saw the love between the two of you and felt such calm knowing that you have eachother. My thoughts continue to be with you. Be good to eachother..........